Random stuff

AH!
I fell asleep.
During my most constructive hours of studying.
Not good not good not good.
Feeling panicky now.
No no, have to relax.
Today school was a waste of time except for math( yes, I do mean Fazli's lesson) and lit. Econs was just a summative revision which was good in a way i guess but I didnt learn anything new.
Oh yeah and got History essay back.
Seriously don't trust his grading.
Not that I'm complaining or I'm unhappy or anything...but....I dunno. It just seems so dubious.
Ok sakina BE happy.
Now I'm deciding between going back to sleep or doing math.
Think i'll do math. Redeem the awful guilt I'm feeling.
Plus I'm actually feeling kinda awake now.
And contrary to popular belief, my relationship with HIM is erm purely platonic. No sitting in/under trees or chocolate fantasies or whatever. Haha. Sabs, shereen, soef and me had a blast sitting under lt 2 and telling stories today! It was so fun. Though I didn't get any studying done.
Ahhh guilt trip guilt trip again.
I dunno why I'm repeating everything I say. Like not good not good not good.
(Bet you went up to check where u saw that eh?)
Haha.
Ok ok. Goodnight world.